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Aug. 15th, 2011 02:06 am[Filter: Private]
I should talk to her about it ...
Something happened. Stephanie would never have lied, I know she wouldn't, Stephanie is pure and good and innocent and sweet. There isn't a lie in her. If she thinks that something happened, something happened.
... but it doesn't need to be what she thinks happened. She's a sensitive soul, the pure ones always are. If she took something the wrong way, she could have assumed the worst. And Linnell and Lissandra ... it would be just like them to make her believe the worst. Linnell, especially. Lately, I don't even know what to do with that girl.
So if it was just something small, why approach Lian? Why scare her? She'll think I'm attacking her, and why not? That will be what it sounds like. I could drive a wedge between us I could never fix, and that ... that would be ...
... but then there's what Lancel told me. He wouldn't have lied, either. Or would he? I found him with Lian, in that position ... he might have said anything to have me not assume the worst. Maybe he lied. Maybe he told Linnell or Stephanie that lie, and somehow it got mixed in with everything, and, and ...
Disease is easier than daughters.
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Lancel really does seem to be responding well to the treatment. I'm still not confident enough to say that it's healing him -- it may just be treating his symptomns. But it's been long enough that I'm getting very, very optimistic.
I may tell him, soon. At least that I might be able to give him some sort of almost normal life, if the treatment continues to keep his sickness manageable. He's still weak, but he has colour, and I saw him up and about earlier this week ...
I should talk to her about it ...
Something happened. Stephanie would never have lied, I know she wouldn't, Stephanie is pure and good and innocent and sweet. There isn't a lie in her. If she thinks that something happened, something happened.
... but it doesn't need to be what she thinks happened. She's a sensitive soul, the pure ones always are. If she took something the wrong way, she could have assumed the worst. And Linnell and Lissandra ... it would be just like them to make her believe the worst. Linnell, especially. Lately, I don't even know what to do with that girl.
So if it was just something small, why approach Lian? Why scare her? She'll think I'm attacking her, and why not? That will be what it sounds like. I could drive a wedge between us I could never fix, and that ... that would be ...
... but then there's what Lancel told me. He wouldn't have lied, either. Or would he? I found him with Lian, in that position ... he might have said anything to have me not assume the worst. Maybe he lied. Maybe he told Linnell or Stephanie that lie, and somehow it got mixed in with everything, and, and ...
Disease is easier than daughters.
[Filter: Public]
Lancel really does seem to be responding well to the treatment. I'm still not confident enough to say that it's healing him -- it may just be treating his symptomns. But it's been long enough that I'm getting very, very optimistic.
I may tell him, soon. At least that I might be able to give him some sort of almost normal life, if the treatment continues to keep his sickness manageable. He's still weak, but he has colour, and I saw him up and about earlier this week ...
